Death In Every Stride- Megha Agarwal
Being a part of the reviewing team for Tales Pensieve, when I
saw this book on their Reviewers list I called for a copy immediately. No, I am
not a sadist and I do not enjoy reading about people who are in immense pain
(this book is about domestic violence, assault, rape) but sometimes
knowing about people who suffer such a great deal, helps you realise that we
nitpick over such trivial matters in our life.
This book is an Epistolary (novel written in the form of diary
entries, letters). It is the story of Krisanne, who like many other Indian girls gets tied
down with a groom of her parent’s choice. With dreams in her eyes about her new
life, she embarks on this, so-called, "blissful" journey called
Marriage. How her dreams get shattered by a "monster" (her husband -
Paul) and his atrocious and merciless behaviour is the story of Death in Every
Stride.
I had developed a penchant for reading this style, after reading
so many of Princess Diaries. Though, I never thought that I will end up
reading, such a genre, in this style. Krisanne's diary depicts the brutal and
pitiless behaviour she tolerated in the name of marriage. The story spans over
20 years. The character of Paul has been drafted well. The author has hit the
bulls-eye in penning Paul like the perfect villain. It comes across very
evidently. Two or Three incidents of his behaviour have been written by
the author so well that your heart almost cringes for Krisanne. You just want
to pull her out and comfort her. You can hear the silent screams and tears and
that is a victory for such a young author. Out of their two kids, the character
of Aarav remains questionable. His behaviour, his softness for his ruthless
father, is very difficult to fathom. Emily,their daughter, becomes the most
favoured character. Her fearless streak just wins your heart and reading about
her is the only time the reader smiles in the entire novel.
There were a few questions unanswered here. Inspite of having
such a huge family and loving siblings why didn’t Krisanne ever confide in
them? Why didn’t her family regularly check on their beloved daughter? Why did
she not raise her voice when her kids were going through the same ordeal? A
mother ceases to think as a wife or a daughter if a single tear also drops from
her child’s eye.Then why didn’t Krisanne oppose what her children were facing?
Also I felt some places the authenticity of Krisanne’s feelings were
camouflaged by the unnecessary usage of heavy and difficult words, thus losing
the plot those times.
Other than these minor hiccups, Death In Every Stride is a
hard-hitting read and leaves you with a very emotional and a melancholy
feeling. A feeling which will definitely stay with you for long.
Stars-3.5/5